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Dear person out there in the world reading this, probably miles away from here, I am scared. I am absolutely terrified. Recently I have felt like I am watching my self from the outside. The person I’m seeing in the mirror is heartbroken, and yet the person I feel is numb. I can’t shake theContinue reading “Hi.”

When I was a little girl, I always thought that I would grow up to marry someone who I helped make whole. That I would help them become what they could be. I didn’t think it I would marry a bad boy because he didn’t care or anything like that. I thought I would dateContinue reading “Whole”

I’ve learned something this weekend. I’ve learned that you can never rely on anyone to be there for you. Because when it comes down to it no matter how many times someone tells you they will always be there for you, they won’t. And that my lovelies is the cold, hard truth. This weekend, IContinue reading “Learning and Growing”

So I’m back with words now. He told me that he was pranking me and my friend was in on it. I was mad at both of them. And I’m crying now as I write this because my reaction was less than exemplary to say the least. Okay you have to understand this about me.Continue reading “With Words”

Im writing this at night, about what happened that day. THIS IS REAL AND IS ACTUALLY HAPPENING TO ME IN CURRENT TIME!! Farewell for now

I am in disbelief. My friend, who I may or may not have a crush on, was pranking me. He was never in Hawaii, he never had a girlfriend named Jordan, and even one of my best friends who I would trust with my life was in on it. I think I’m most hurt bcContinue reading “Disbelief”

Depressing Poetry No. 13PleaseCome a little bit closerPleaseLet me see your eyesYour lipsYour smileYour hairYour handsEvery lineEvery creaseEtched into youLet me see the detailsI’ve noticed for so longLet me touch what I’ve been wanting for foreverLet me feelTouchSeeYou.Everything about you.So I can remember.For after you go.Please.

Today was a rollercoaster. May or may not have had my heartbroken. I don’t know yet. I’m kind of in shock if I’m going to be honest. I’m hurting in ways and I don’t know why I am. So the day started out pretty good actually. I got to talk to my friend (check outContinue reading “Too Many Types of Pain”

I learned a word today. Concupiscible, adj., meaning worthy of desire. And if you don’t know how to pronounce that don’t worry I don’t either. But it started a quite lengthy train of thought in my head. I was also listening to one of my favorite artists as of late, Anson Seabra. I can tellContinue reading “Hello”

I have been so thrown off lately, due to a series of events that hit me very hard. But the most important part of me that has recently overtaken me in multiple ways is my loneliness. The common definition is the feeling of being alone. For me though, loneliness merely means the feeling of beingContinue reading “Hello”